How I forget You...

It's been a while... Often talk about You... But as time goes by, it slowly fades away from my mind... How I forget about You... Totally... I'm so so so unfaithful to my first love... The one who always help me in time of need... Always there for me whenever I needed... The one who comfort, teach, lead and guide me... Yet I still forget about You... Please forgive me for not doing what I suppose to do... Strengthen me, I'm seriously very weak now... Nothing seems to interest me, except worldly things... Which I try to stay away from... sign... O, Lord... Help me... SOS...